Many Changes

It has been quite some time since I have graced this blog with my writing abilities. I feel as though it has been neglected and so I have given it a great little face lift and a new plan of action to keeping it more prominent in my BUSY life.    I know I don't have many "blogger" friends yet but I know that IF I actually start writing again that my blog will start to flourish just as I have as a person these last few months

So here's to a new start and a great new look

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NEW YORK CITY BABY !!!!!! 

In case you couldn't tell I decided to take a little vacation to the beautiful, busy, and crowded NYC to visit my dear friend.  I made the DREADFUL mistake last semester to not take a small break to "freshen up" before the busy semester season started and I greatly regretted it !  I was in rough shape by the end of last semester and  I didn't want to have a repeat of that so thus the trip.  Its also a great excuse to have some AMAZING fun with PHOTOGRAPHY.  This place is like a photographers playground and I am taking EVERY opportunity to "play".   In addition there is a  GREAT post coming from this little ADVENTURE.

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Honesty

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Someone Like You

This song is exactly how I feel.. I always seem to end up in tears when it comes on .... there is so many emotions swimming around in my head tonight....

I know there is a plan .. but I just can't seem to get a grasp of it... my hope is slowly dwindling....... its so hard to trust.... so hard to believe that there is something better.....

I walk forward not knowing whats next not seeing the step right in front of me ... trying to hold on to the little trust and belief I have left.....

Here goes taking a step and trying to believe in __________ .

Pain

A small dull pain.. sometimes becoming sharp ... deep inside where no one can see ... you wonder if its real... if it could hurt worse than it does... if it will ever heal... you go through your day trying to forget about it hoping that it will vanish from memory.... memories... so real ...so intense ... how can you forget ... how can you move on...  how can you  become whole again...... Its a process...  that seems it will never end...  almost endless.. and yet it has an end...  when you lay your head down to sleep.. you have a moments peace... but only a moment for when you awake again the pain can be almost unbearable.... It never seems to go away it creeps up on you again and again..   finding rest is impossible..............

FALL is Here !

I Love fall  Its just the most warm and fuzzy time of year. My favorite fall foods/ drinks are Apple Pie and Apple Cider.  This past weekend I took some time away from wonderful homework to go to the local Apple Festival.

  

This is me and my friend Alberta... we were being silly and positioned ourselves in such a way to make the truck back say "bums" ... we got a good laugh out of it at least. 

    

      LOVE this stuff !!... mmmm ....mmmmm 

 My breakfast.. Complete with a slice of fresh apple pie. :) 

Some of the options for eateries !  everything was SO tasty. 

A Great picture of Johnny appleseed.... and of course alberta is giving him a friendly hug

I was walking by one of the stands and saw all these cute little old men. I just had to snap a picture. 

This was really neat, The Artist (left) gives away a free painting ever year and our dear friend Dylan was the one who made the joke and said " so this piece is free right"  the artwork had the saying " The best things in life are free" when the artist said it is free... we all couldn't believe it. After much coaxing we finally realized he was serious. Dylan was  ex-static and had a little bit of a glow the rest of the festival. 

  

I snapped this picture of the Flag it just had a simple Awe about it. 

This was a beautiful mural painted on one of the old barns at the festival. 

The Apple Cider press was a natural magnet for all the young boys wanting to "show off their muscles" They were so cute. 

 Oh man I wish I had some of these Apple fritters right now.. they were SO delicious!! 

A great way to finish off a great day sitting by the campfire at a friends lake-house.  I just LOVE the  fall season! 

  

Well thats all I have for this weekend friends, now I'm back to homework. Midterms... here I come.