Thursday, August 16, 2012

Random Thoughts

Few people are privileged to know the real Amber, I will tell you that my journals are the ones that know me the deepest. I write irregularly that is an understatement but when I write it is filled with passion and conviction, or just pure frustration. Some of you know I dated a military man for some time, and thought that I might even marry him, but in the end the relationship fell apart due to mis-communication and secrets.

I will say that I learned valid life lessons and I would not trade any experience I've gone through, no matter how hard they were. With this said many people I confess to about my feelings toward the military is often met with a negative light.  Some say you need to get over that type of man because they are all cheaters and scum of the earth. I believe that isn't true !! I have hope that their are a few good men out there standing up for what is right even when it is hard. I trust that there are some men out there in the service that treat a woman with respect and dignity, not as a piece of meat.

I will confess I have ALWAYS  been attracted to a man in the military, I don't really know the root of this attraction, they don't even have to be in uniform I can see a man on the street and comment on his looks and find out/observe he is in the military or was at one point. Some say this is a curse, some say that I am still a wounded soul from my past failed relationship. I say that they need love and support too, just as much if not more than a man who works in an office or manages a construction firm. These men are putting there lives at stake for our freedom.. MY freedom, Now I know they chose this "job" and that some say its just a "job" and I agree in part, it is a job ... but its also a job that sends them into harms way on a daily basis to keep our freedoms and liberties safe from those who wish to destroy what we call "The American Way"

Ok so I'm done with my rant, on that lil piece.  Back to my original intent for writing today, I love the military ,I like the moving every few years I like the lingo, the inside jokes, everything, I just like that way of life.  Honestly I don't know what to do with these feelings, some say I should run as far away as I can from the whole military scene... who am I kidding .. most of the poeple say I should stay away, but  I have a strong current toward them....



Monday, April 23, 2012

Quote of the DAY

"IF HE CAN'T HANDLE YOU AT YOUR WORST...... THEN HE DOESN"T DESERVE YOU AT YOUR BEST"  ~by yours truly 
Me and my bestie ! 

Thursday, April 5, 2012

BirchBox: Oh yeah !

Hey y'all !  I am so excited to announce that I finally got the long awaited email invite to Birchbox !  I learned about this cool little thing from The Small Things blog  Go follow her friends. :) she always has some exciting happenings over there.  

I can't wait to get my very first Birch box, and when I get it I will show you all the goodies. 
Did I mention how excited I am !!  
Hope you all have an AMAZING weekend I will be working myself to the bone. I "AM" excited about a midnight photo-shoot with my job.  I might even put up a link for y'all. 

Much LOVE ! 




Saturday, March 24, 2012

Going out

Every single weekend I have great motivation/excitement to go out and have fun doing something like salsa dancing or what-have you ... but then.... I see my Bed....................... and my exhaustion from the past week multiplies before my eyes and It wins.................lol.........  One of these weekends I will actually do what my mind wants to and forget what my body is saying about being tired from working and school all week.   THAT is my dream..... :)




Wednesday, March 21, 2012

My Weekend: heavy on pictures

My weekend was filled with Family and close friends. 

 It was unusually warm and nice over the weekend. Here in NY you take what you can get and run with it. Usually at this time we are digging out of the snowbanks and ice, but this year its been high 80's, verrry peculiar I must say. 

Here are a few pictures from our fun weekend. 
Look I can balance!

My baby sisters (April on the left and Emily on the right)

I just LOVE her face

What a lil charmer... better look out for this guy

My Gorgeous sister Holly

My AMazing and Beautiful Mother

My sister should win an award for her faces I'm telling ya !

My best friends little sister

I LOVE this shoes

Best friends FOREVER

Beautiful girl

my toes.... I was feeling artistic

everybody JUMP.... JUMP.... JUMP... JUMP !!!


Well thats all for now I hope you had an AMAZING weekend !!  Have a great productive week !


Thursday, March 15, 2012

Whats your SONG ? link up


Hey Y'all

  It has been a long time since I took part in this AMAZING link up, too long if you ask me. I left the blog world for a while to regroup and figure out where to go next.  I used to have the blog "girl and her marine" but since I don't have my marine anymore (due to a breakup)that blog kind of well.... disappeared.  Anyway... enough about the past, I have come a long way and learned many things from this experience and I know that everything happens to us for a reason even though it may be hard.    Life goes on .....

I was feeling a lil low wondering where my "soulmate" is right now and this song came on my pandora, it kinda fits my current mind set.  sorry to be all down and such I promise I'm not always down, but when I made this new blog for my new beginning I wanted to have transparent honesty so here's me being honest. 
I am looking forward to getting back in the loop, I've missed all my blogger friends.

  
My song  "soulmate" by Natasha Bedingfield






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